What a way to start a blog.

Right now, I'm confused beyond belief. Like seriously. 

To quote my tumblr:(8:46pm|17th October 2010)

"I forgot what if felt like, to 'like' someone. And to want to hug them after never hugging them before. And to want to lay next to them staring at their ceiling; just talking about the things you love. And to want to run your fingers through their hair while they sleep(romantically, not creepily.)  And to have conversations at 4am about nothing what-so-ever. And to try and prepare yourself for that first shared kiss, even though you can never quite come to terms with the fact it’s finally happening to just…not want to be with Chris :L"

So I kinda met this guy...well, I've never met him. I have him on facebook and everything and we've talked and everything. And we're in this collab vlog together. I think I may have a mild thing for him >.< I can't though. GAH! I mean, all I really know of him is whats on his videos, and the occasional things in his messages. And it's not abotu how he looks.'Cause he's totally not who I usually go for. He's not coverd in peircings, tattoos, facepaint, eye liner and doesn't use the worst language ever. He's a lostie, and a grammar nerd and stuffs ^^ but I...I don't want to do anything. But it's like...'NO GET HERE SO I CAN HUGZ YOU >__>
Then fucking Chris said some crap, about well...crap. So now I'm all like WHUTTEHFUCK!?

Meh. I'll just shoot myself in the face.